Diary for my daughter 03.08.2024 - Twelve Olympians

CHAPTER 2

Ok .... I just stay like a stupid and look at her.... she is so beautiful, so brightens, like a star in my sky ... day dreaming??? Bang ... back to reality.... I'm at work ... now is 14:30 another half hour and I finish , I didn't do nothing,  in my office is a lot of paperwork but I just don't move from this chair.... ( I work for a Agency of recruitment , was not exactly what I meant to do ... but .. until I will put myself on my foot .... ) my colleague after one minute of silence ....
"OK .... that was hard ...." he start to smile at me ...
"What ?" ... I just realized he know ...
"Love is in the air ...."
"Really? Where ?" I say trying to not smile
"Shut up and ask her to go out whit you!" (My colleague was so helpful whit that)
"Why ? I don't know her ..." .. ok , now I sound stupid , but I'm shy ... i can't just go to her any ask her to go out ....
"David , you have one life , you suffering a lot , but is time to heal the cuts and to see to the future, see , you like her , and maybe and she likes you, just try to be whit her , give her a chance to heal you" ( ok , that was to much , is to private, and this is in one way , unacceptable...)
"Easy ... I don't know her."
"Her name is Mady , now make something whit that info..."
"Maybe , I will" ... she is just cross and say goodbye to all my colleagues... but I remain to look at her and I prepare to go home ....
   I jump up from my safe place , she make me to do that , and she doesn't do nothing, she , just whit a look in to my eyes make me believe again in love , make my heart to beat again , she change my world, but now ... I'm worried... If I'm not enaf for her , if ... she love someone else, if ... whatever... I will fight for her ... whit the price of my life ... Tommorow I will talk whit her ....
   Morning, I woke up at 5:30 , in a good mood, go to run ( first time after one year , who put me because now I think I will have a heart attack) , and prepare myself for my magical moment when I will talk whit her ... Mady was in my head all night... my heart start to beat fast always when she is in my head .... Run to work ... I just put the things straight in my head .... wait .... but she is not here .....
"She was gone David , she put her resignation letter in this morning , but , I have something for you .... Her address . Go for her . NOW"
  What do you think I done ? I run like hell ... my boss sow me and he says...
"David? Are you going somewhere ?"
"I run , run for her ... "
  He remain blocked but he didn't protest... I wonder why ? ... but I don't have time to think about that ... I think just at her ... just to see her ....
   I am in the front of her door ... I knock... but nobody answer... a neighbour get out and says ...
"She leave , bring me the keys and she says   she will not come back .... she will go to see the world.... "
  After "she will not come back .... " I didn't understand a world... I loose her , I was a coward and I loose her .... I go back in shadows.... my world is broken,  again ......