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Diary for my daughter 30.09.2021

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  Hello my little penguin 🐧! Tata here ! Hope you're well and listen to your mum ! Tata is fine , I think I got a flu , I will see tommorow how I fell , in rest I'm OK! Was a crazy day , like usual here , whit no petrol , people panicking, cam say is like in Fuel War :) , protests everywhere, I'm worried this world is getting more crazy day by day . I know you will have a brave soul and you will try to change the world as your tata tried, but I am tierd to try , I hope you will succeed whit that (I will be next to you) . I remember when I was young I was trying to change the world masked (usually I was Batman , Blade or Constantine... we was dress like them and we was trying to save the world) , was good times then , now I'm old , but in you , I see myself, now you are my universe, my reason to fight, work and be sure you will have everything what you may need , you and your mum . I'm so sorry another day was passed without hugging you . I love you so much my l

Diary for my daughter 29.09.2021

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  Hello my little penguin 🐧! Tata here ! Hope you are well and listen to your mummy! Today is a busy day , I have a bunch of long calls at work . I'm working as a carer (help elderly people) in community. Even your mum used to do the same job . I'm feeling well today , my second day without meat , bread... instant i eat crisps , salads and I am quite content with that . Some time ago (in March this year) , I decided if I will not be whit your mum I will not be whit nobody as I realised how much I love her after I lost her , you know in life we make decisions, some of them bad , which we will gonna regret it later , some of them good (when I meet your mum , you ..) but I will never stop to fight for family (you and your mum) . I remember when you was first time I an airplane, you enjoyed that so much , didn't have any problems whit pressure (like others baby's) . You're Aquarius like your dad (same zodiac sign , same decade (second)) being an air zodiac sign we

Diary for my daughter 28.09.2021

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  Hello My little penguin 🐧, tata here ! I hope you had a lovely day and you was listening your mum . Your dad is fine , in the morning I was feeling sick , I've slept 3 hours last night (that's normal sleeping hour for me in the last period, I've been to the gym last night , after work , was fine , I didn’t have any pains. Another day passed without hug you . Did you eat ? Did you drink enough? I remember when you was a baby and you was a very hungry girl, you was eating whole the milk bottle in one go , I was woke up sometimes to feed you as your mum was tired, you was such a pengiun 😇 . You wasn't cry , just when you wanted something. You was a great dancer :) (big fan of Daddy Yankee) . Do you know ? Our first trip ever was in Cambridge Botanical Park ? I really miss whole the walks which we had . I miss you and your mum . Love you until the moon and back . Please take care of you and mummy. Listen to her . I'm so sorry that another day passed without hug yo

Diary for my daughter 27.09.2021

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  Hello My little penguin 🐧, tata here ! Hope you are well and listen to your mummy! Tata is fine , I couldn't manage to get a lot of sleep last night , I slept 3 hours , but is something normal for me in the last period... From today I'm not allowed to eat any type of meat , bread , sugar and fat products... as I am in high risk of heart attack (not to worry, as I promise you I will not go anywhere :) ) , good they didn’t say nothing about coffe :)) , so officially from today I am vegetarian for an undetermined period... funny thing is I have a type of bulimia which I want to eat everything (bulimia is come after or in the same time whit a deep depression) , and I will have an internal fight. You are my reason to fight and I will do it , for you , for me and for your mum . Situation here in UK start to be heavy as now whit that lack of petrol , supermarkets start to not have products ... going back to next year (Learn history , because history is always repeating) . I remem

Diary for my daughter 26.09.2021

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  Hey , my little penguin 🐧, tata here. Hope you are well and you listen your mum . Tata is feeling better today , I didn’t have any pains , for moment, just in my soul , but that is another story to tell in another day . The fuel war is still going on here , as now is very hard to find it . So tonight after work I need to go to find the "hidden gem" . Is like last year whit toilet paper (if you ask her nice your mum will tell you that story) :) . I remember last year when pandemic was started (you know , you are a child which was born in a pandemic year 2020 ... that will remain in history) we had problems to find your milk and diapers, we was rolled around like crazy to whole the supermarkets . But we always managed to find them in final . Your mum and me we was a good team , everything what was coming out we was managing. :) . Today I just feel empty whitout that . I'm so sorry I can't be there today to hug you . I love you a lot my little penguin 🐧 ❤. Be a

Diary for my daughter 25.09.2021

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  Hello My little penguin 🐧, hope you're well , your tata is better today , still have some pain in his left arm but is manageable. Today was an active day , craziness on the roads as we fight whit petrol crisis and usually people react in very strange way at a crisis (people usually get very easily influenced by mass-media , that way I never watch TV , I read the news online) . Anyway your tata was predicted that from last year as well , now to carry on whit the predictions the price all the products will go up as the fuel is already up now :) . And I can predict something else , you will be like your tata , beautiful like your mum , smart like your parents:) . You know , you first word was "tata" ? I am so sorry because another day was pass and I didn’t hug you . I miss you the most my little penguin. Love you more than anything. I will write you again tomorrow.

Diary for my daughter 24.09.2021

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  Hello My little penguin, tata here . Hope you had a lovely day . I didn’t have such a brilliant one as I couldn't feel my left arm , and I've been weak whole day .... anyway... not to worry as I will leave 99 years , maybe 100 if I will eat what your mum cook's:)) . I remember when you was born , they put you in my arms , you was very nervous and crying and when I got you in my arms you was quiet and calm , you're such a miracle . I am sorry I am not whit you today , you know ... it is what it is ... You are the strongest person which I know . Thank you for honour to be your father. I hope to go to gym this evening, I will have a salad whit some chorizo slices (chorizo is yummy, if you are like your tata you will love it) . Depending of my left arm as is still not improved at this hour . Miss you more than anything. I love you indefinite my little penguin 🐧. I will fight for you whit every breath. Be nice and listen your mum . I will write you again tomorrow.

Diary for my daughter 23.09.2021

 Hey ... your tata here , from today I will write you every day , your tata is fine , today I was being at work , just some insomnia like usual :) . Hope you are well and you listen . BTW (that's mean By The Way) , today is your mountly birthday... you have one year and seven months, you are big , when I saw you last time you was like a little bug , I was holding you in my arms , now I think will be a bit hard as you grow up , but I will do my best . I'm sorry I cannot be there to celebrate whit you your monthly anniversary . I can't tell you in words how much I miss you . I love you my little penguin. I will write you tommorow again .