Diary for my daughter 27.09.2021

 

Hello My little penguin 🐧, tata here ! Hope you are well and listen to your mummy! Tata is fine , I couldn't manage to get a lot of sleep last night , I slept 3 hours , but is something normal for me in the last period... From today I'm not allowed to eat any type of meat , bread , sugar and fat products... as I am in high risk of heart attack (not to worry, as I promise you I will not go anywhere :) ) , good they didn’t say nothing about coffe :)) , so officially from today I am vegetarian for an undetermined period... funny thing is I have a type of bulimia which I want to eat everything (bulimia is come after or in the same time whit a deep depression) , and I will have an internal fight. You are my reason to fight and I will do it , for you , for me and for your mum . Situation here in UK start to be heavy as now whit that lack of petrol , supermarkets start to not have products ... going back to next year (Learn history , because history is always repeating) . I remember last year when we was bringing you home from the hospital after you was born ... I drive so scared as to not make a mistake, I've been full of emotions and happiness (you know I've been in the room when you was born , but I will let that story for another time or you can ask your mum , I'm sure she will tell you :) ) , and your mum always repeating me to go slowly and i was going whit 40 where was 70 (your dad is not a Schumacher [was a Formula 1 pilot which was driving for Ferrari and make history winning title whit them , now at this hour he is still in coma after a ski accident which was 10 years ago in Switzerland mountains] but not a worm in the roads, driving whit the speed limit and a little bit over) , we arrive at home in final whit an hour late but I was happy because you and your mum was there . Miss you a lot my little penguin 🐧. I am so sorry I an not there to hug you today . I love you . I will write tommorow again like usual. Be good and listen your mummy.